Been lonely in your company
Been sad in losing you completely
I wanted you to stay
But you walked away
And now I grieve at the loss
A loss of my life, of my words
Of my world.
It’s true they say,
You value that which is gone from day
But the day never ends and I stay up
Hell bent in finding a way to come your way
I will find a way
I will be better than yesterday
I will make you see
That I’m not the savage one you saw me be
My heart will find a way
A way to repay,
A way where it won’t replay
A way where it’s better than today.
A leap is all I ask
A leap of love, of faith, of our hearts to merge
There is this urgent surge
To be selfish somehow
To keep you with me
Locked in somehow
Some way, some day it won’t be this way
I can’t be selfish
I will let you walk away
But somehow some way
I will prove you wrong
I will show you I have changed
That I am not damned
That I may have lost the chance,
but,
I’m a loss lass at sea
That no man can free
So let me be lost in you
Let me be free.
Chaos of our love colliding… living in the aftermath of it.